February 2010
January 2010
I got the ice box where my heart used to be..
“I thought you said forever
over and over
The sleepless night becomes bitter...”
– Anberlin
freedom of speech.
this is where I can express myself freely without holding back. I fucking love it.
strange.
I don’t know you, and I’ve never spoke to you in person but somehow you got me all strung out. it’s scary how you can play with my heart without even saying a word. I just realized that even though we met each other and had small talk, I still don’t know you. why am I being subjected to liking someone that I don’t know. it’s probably infatuation a big one though...
“I didn’t mean to fall in love with you and baby there’s a name for...”
– BBMAK
“you know what it’s like to wake up everyday knowing that the love of your...”
– Hitch
it sucks
to be single, well i haven’t been single since the beginning of 8th grade and now.. i dont know where to go from here. maybe i should stay single for a while instead of looking for another girl. ill let her find me lol and yeah. i should stop searching because i might over-look and miss what might have been right in front of me the whole time so for now, i should stay single until my time...
summertimetrip
this summer I want to go on a roadtrip. escape Cali for a week or two and see what lies beyond silicon valley. I’m freaking 18 now and still am bounded by my moms bfs oppression. I cannot fucking wait to be free for once in my life. I would like to leave and not come back for a while, and while I’m gone I hope to learn at least something during the trip. right now, it’s all about...
I want to call you
baby, I want you so badly. I want to make you mine. I have never spoke to me but whenever we pass each other somehow, just somehow I feel our special bond. when we collide, I become speechless and my mouth runs empty but when I’m here alone; these words spill out like crazyy. damn I just want to call you baby. it feels as if our worlds will never entangle. :( <\3
it doesnt matter where you are, just who you’re with.<333
pouring it all out, almost.
omfg dude.. I just want to come up to you and tell you how much I want you. I want to be loved by you. whenever I see you, I just want pour out my fucking heart to you hoping to win you over with sincere words. I hoped to woo you in the best way possible. for the longest time I have kept this in the dark but now I don’t want to hold it in any longer. this feeling is like a sickening cancer...
“run baby run don’t ever look back they’ll tear us apart if you give...”
– We the Kings
today,
right now, at least to me the party seems impossible. one problem after another. fackkk. I hate how you wait for this one event to come and right before the event happens, one little thing happens and it ruins it for you this insignificant detail to most people. this was significant to me though, you know what, what’s done is done. Anthony, don’t trip seize the fucking day. keep your...
“Italian job and a lack of family, this town really gets to me..”
– forever the sickest kids
“With the face of an angel, girl you deserve to be treated more than right”
– Just Surrender
“Girl, last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel, the way that...”
– The Cab
“hope to god she’s listening, sleeping softly while I sing”
– Mayday Parade
“save your heart for someone who leaves you breathless”
– Mayday Parade
“Deep in Santa Fe, I’ve learn to hate myself for giving everything away..”
– Daphne Loves Derby
“if they kill me, your love will fill me as warm as the bullets<333”
– Say Anything